I stand with you on a shoreline, gazing up at the night sky. As I peer into the darkness, I find it to be riddled with light. It’s quite stunning, really. One or two pinpoints might not make such a difference, but together, they are such a sight to behold!
Innumerable, they stretch out as far as the eye can see. Each speck offers a unique beauty of its own. I marvel at each one, pondering all that it took to create them.
As I adore this blanket of majesty, I am struck by the fact that each piercing of light was born out of a collapse. How beautiful, that in order to shine its brightest light, a star must first endure what surely feels like death.
Surprisingly, though the pressure causes it to collapse, it does not die. Instead it finds itself brilliantly illuminating the sky before us. I glance from one spot to another, to another, to another, each one telling me its story of resilience.
There are so many here! I could never count them, and yet, you know them each by name. The mere thought of that takes my breath away. I pause to consider the vastness of your presence, and the tender nature of your love.
At that moment, I understand that I too am like this sprawling night sky. I have spots within me that are continually caving in and collapsing under pressure, with your healing love piercing through the darkness of my soul. It gives off the most radiant light!
You painstakingly interact with the darkness inside of me, making space for your light to shine through. And just like the stars, you know each of my healings by name. Grief, betrayal, envy, greed, anger, shame, pride, etc. The list goes on and on because mine, too, are innumerable.
Smiling, you hold out your hand, inviting me away from the shoreline. It’s not the first time, nor will it be the last. I take it, knowing this means yet another collapse, as I wade in the depths with you.
What a thought it is that you might gaze in wonder at the work you’ve done in me, just as I gaze up at the night sky.